That's what I need - to be getting excited. I used to be anxious and excited to hit the gym. I'm ready for that point in this journey, and I feel like I am thisclose.
I am still completely disgusted when I look in the mirror, and especially when I see pictures of myself.
Last night, I had a great workout. Towards the end, I was hitting that point where I had the desire to push myself. Up to now, I have been hating the very thought of going to the gym. Part of that is because of the way I look - a vicious cycle. Last night, I finally started to push those thoughts to the back of my mind. Instead of focusing on what others might think of my flabby ass, I focused on my mission. I was there to work that flab off, and while I may not be there right now, continuing this process will get me there again.
Tonight, I am going to Spin, and possibly Body Pump. Baby steps...one day at a time.
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